I need motivation!

I think I am going to fail in my real exam..
Reason?
I haven't touch my books yet!
I, myself ruined my study plan.
Wonder why I don't have mood to study!
I hate myself!
I hate myself!
I hate myself!

GoD
Please help me.
I need help!

I think I should stay myself away from computer
for 2 weeks.
LEE CHONG CHIN!!
wake up!!!!!